"Front!", he hollers, and very quickly, one of his three live in assistants runs to his side to grant his every wish. While Jubal E. Harshaw, attorney, medical doctor and neo-pessimistic philosopher, was no believer in divine beings let alone genies, it was no hindrance on his self- righteous claim to a Hugh Heffner-esque lifestyle of "hanky panky". A crucial character in Robert A. Heinlein's A Stranger in a Strange Land, Harshaw not only supervised the care and experimentation of The Man From Mars, but represented the demographic of educated, very well paid, prominent and renown men. The class of men who are well read and connected that have opted to value and explore the physical rather than the spiritual. Because He decided that God doesn't exist or care, he can watch a human being raised and metaphysically educated on the planet Mars send the animate and inanimate alike into a death sentence of oblivion, levitate these objects, even curl his body while simultaneously bringing all of his bodily functions to all but a complete stop just to be able to dedicate all of his energy to meditation, and still question whether or not God exists.
I wasn't surprised at Harshaw's agnosticism, though. I once dated an US Airman of the same neo-pessimistic philosophy. Only, these men reason on their life's sorrows in the most self-exonerating fashion and build their rhyme and reason of the world around the concept that they can do and therefore have done no wrong. This leads to the arrogant nature that causes them to look down on everyone. If the individual is simple, meaning easy to please or entertain, then he is stupid and can not possibly know all that He has reasoned on and can not lead the life of the strong. For example, his temporary fourth addition to his all American harem, Jill Boardman, was a nurse in a Federation Hospital, the only one who could dedicate her time to the social rearing of The Martian and did so flawlessly in her birthright as Woman, yet suffered Jubal's indignant nature at the thought of a woman doing so for a man as if he had the mental patience to do it better. He scorned her for implementing the ritual of washing and dressing after a swim and accused her of some terroristic pursuit of transforming The Martian into "a copy of every fourth rate conformist with a briefcase". Later the agnostic calls Boardman and all her gender a gift of "God's graciousness" to men of course, yet demeans her for her "Bible Belt morality". The neo-pessimist philosopher must have missed the discovery of Lucy, supporting the concept that before The Father, was The Mother.
Agnosticism is the questioning of the existence of God. When attempting to explain religion and who or what the concept of God is to The Man from Mars, Jubal grasped for straws in his explanation. Not because Mike would not grok if he gave a revealing dissertation, but because Harshaw himself could not define the word. After groping for what he felt would be an appropriate response he essentially left it to criminal church leaders to explain and expose the meaning of "God". Jubal went on to epitomize the theory that arrogance denotes ignorance when he philosophized, silently, that "sperm whales" and "sequoias" were greater than humans as philosophers and poets and goes on to say that "Man is the animal who laughs". Well, dolphins, dogs and monkeys all laugh Doctor Harshaw, and unless your on a hallucinogen, I am more than certain that you don't speak whale and trees are silent. Man is, in fact, the animal capable of developing philosophy and poetry. I beg The Man from Mars, who was not allowed to socially separate himself from mankind by referencing Martians as "his people", to repose the question to the well read political socialite, "What is Man?".
Jubal did redeem himself though, in all my omniscient wisdom as Witch, when he advocated Mike's sexual exploration. Jill sought to protect his innocence, even down to withholding naked pictures sent in his fan male. Jubal wisely said that eventually Mike would meet the woman in the picture (if she wanted him bad enough) or one of her spiritual sisters. Very true, it is unhealthy and even sinful for adults of either gender to be restricted from sexual relations. It is what is needed for the proper psychological transition into adulthood and to remain there. Both are incapable of leading a relationship or pursuing secular heights without the innate confidence bestowed upon you when being honored and gifted with someone else's naked body against your own. You have proven to yourself and It that you are capable of It's equation that one plus two equals three. It is required for survival. You can be here. Take Mike for example, he made love to all the women in the house and later told Jubal that he was no longer in need of his care and was leaving immediately, and taking Jill with him, completely disregarding that Jill was essentially engaged to another man. She became is consistent mate on the path of immorality.
Though he would not and therefore did not argue with The Martian, who now knew what it meant to be a Man, I am sure Harshaw did not appreciate the disruption to his Kingdom. He had previously treated Mike the way he did women. They were all capable and necessary but could not be treated but could not be treated as such. And they were too sweet and innocent to notice. For instance, he did not take the time that a client's attorney should to explain money to Mike and what would be done with his hundreds of millions that hine inherited. It became Harshaw's money the way he passed it out at an alarming rate without Mike consultation. He belittled Mahmoud for being Muslim when he approached his household the same way. His character, though staunch opposed to traditional organized religion, still possessed the socio-religious nature of the men of his class. Socialite men, usually Caucasian, function much like Muslim men, both Black and Arabic. They prefer the respect and praise given for meeting all of the superficial requirements flawlessly while fearing the depths of the spiritual or metaphysical opportunities availed to you. They have their rituals and talismans, statues and cultural lingo for that strong pat on the back from their fellow man. While they all work hard to "stay on their dean" (I probably spelled that incorrectly) or to remain "in the state of Islam", Mike has proven that you can have the powerful capabilities of God on Earth while still striking the deadly blow in the bedroom and having the money to do anything your heart desires. You don't lose anything by prioritizing your spirituality.
I must admit though, I am a little disappointed my water brother lost his virginity. I wanted to take it from him properly. I wanted him to grok the fullness. We art God, Michael. Agape.
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Wednesday, September 5, 2018
The Fallacy of Fucking Freely as it Correlates to Self-Esteem
| CXCIII |
I swear with all my cosmic power,
I AM not sleeping with my “husband” any longer. Why? Well, since I’ve elevated
my consciousness and realized that I AM God, I also realized that he will not
have such an awakening during this particular journey. Perhaps what energy he
gets from me will manifest in a heightened existence for his reincarnated
return. As for where we are now, in this place in which we perceive as time,
his touch and kiss give me the sense of perverted violation. I feel as if
giving him my temple for pleasure, completely refusing the option of
procreation, would be the quickest means of tainting the pure energy I’ve spent
the last eighteen months creating and manipulating. As a Scorpio, sex magick is
the most powerful and natural for me. After all, we are the most powerful of
the entire zodiac. So non-natives can only imagine how sensitive a
self-realized and actualized God might feel laying with someone who is
intentionally hateful, condescending, selfish and vehemently opposed to
scientific illumination. As a result, the Universe has forced me to find my
equal, becauscha sexual chemical marriage is never a matter to be taken lightly. I have
resolved for the first time in my life to remain celibate until I encounter my
complimentary practitioner of the magickal arts. Now, if my resolution comes
off as pretentious and/or unwarranted, attempt to view it on the basis of
Universal Law.
Deepak Chopra teaches that our
bodies are a physical manifestation of our conscience’s sentiment. Everything,
from how we look to how we feel, has a metaphysical source. Every action we
take has an equal and opposite physical and metaphysical reaction. It is all a direct
depiction of what we are manifesting. The same is especially true when we feel
and act upon sexual excitement. Our bodies yearn to connect and create. As if
that were not enough, being the dynamically spiritual vessels that we are, we
attract, carry and travel with entities that most can not see. The nature of
these entities and their direct affect on our lives is contingent upon our
frequency or our emotions, and our train of thought. Needless to say, they are very
much present when any sexual ritual, casual or formal, takes place. These
entities not only mate with and through the vessels, they mate with one
another. I speak from experience. During masturbation, when I intentionally channel
particular hypersexual energies that leave me with an altered persona, my chakras
wide open and my very being plunged in ecstasy, I find myself subject to
scratches. Now, regardless of how enticing that may or may not sound, knowing
my predicament, I should be doing a spiritual cleansing or spiritual bath
before and perhaps even after I engage in sexual rituals, solitary or accompanied.
But because I AM experienced in working with spirit and AM particularly
intrigued in exploring the happenings, I have not begun conjuring or testing a
remedy. Though, I will be sure to do so in the near future, as I hope to find
the choice counterpart and will be sure to aid in their protection, if they so
wish. When I complete the task, I will be sure to update the blog. Perhaps, I will
discuss how the channeling is accomplished, but all to come in a later
publication. I digress.
As a responsible occultist who
has had her fair share of sexual liberation, understanding these esoteric
truths gives me reasonable doubt when considering partnered sex of any nature. Any
one looking to manage the energy in their space must first ask: Who is this
person? What energy could their day to day activities, that remain mysterious
during our casual encounters, bring to my body or to my mind? What emotional
turmoil are they privately suffering with that could disrupt my hard-earned
balance? Orgasm aside, how is their very presence, their conversation and even
their thoughts about me affecting me? Yes, how someone views you and especially
how they speak of you casts a spell on you as well. You can have the most intrinsically
existential sex ever with the perfect noncommittal arrangement, part ways and how
that person speaks of you will work on you much longer than will the orgasm they gave you.
If this person does not respect your being and your body, then the energy that
seeps from them can only be harmful. It is best for your long term happiness to
highly scrutinize to whom you reveal your glory and bestow your blessing. Now, Men
may feel that this doesn’t apply to them due to them not having a vagina. Oh, that’s only a chick thing. Well, due
to you being void of a physical opening, you in turn struggle to open
metaphysically. Those of a male manifestation who have had the benefit of opening
to the Universe and tuning into their hidden feminine frequency and therefore have
aggressively invested in their own power and blessings, you relate to the tenet
and we can move forward.
Have you ever witnessed a
socially adept individual whose sexual and material lifestyle spurs envy,
eventually become depressed and even suicidal? Yet, the lone wolf “weirdo” who
takes pleasures in the abstract, the spiritual, tends to hold a slice of
ethereal bliss that the previous could never hope to obtain, while also being
better lovers. Be not animal; refine thy
rapture
I write this exposition from a
place of pain. I have the worst memories of literally not being able to think
straight because of what I allowed to take place on and inside of me from men
who wished me misery. Negative energy, demons, jins, devils, all plant
seeds of or give birth to emotional instability and disease. Nights of sitting
alone in the middle of the living room floor screaming in hysteria still haunt
me from the control I surrendered to the ill willed. Countless times of making
countless phone calls ignoring the signs of my “relationships” energetic imbalance
still embarrass me. Mind you, the sex was horrible most of the time, either too
short and/or too quick and definitely uncreative. But I opened my
heart and my mind to being with someone who never had any intention of seeing
me happy with him or her. Instead, I was a receptacle for their low self-esteem.
But when I found my ancestors and their presence made physical manifestation in
my life, I was given the opportunity to elevate my consciousness and wake up to
my state and to that of those the world over. As a freed woman, I chose to
cherish what I have consciously crafted as my body and embrace the destiny I
chose by being born on November 21st, The Cusp of Revolution.
As so above, so below,
The Huntress
Monday, August 27, 2018
The Verdict of the Female Child
| CLXXXVI |
Occultists and metaphysicists alike debate our current place in the cosmic stream of time. One significant telltale is the unbridled lack of gratitude of Man. Like all beings, they crave and require love, beknown to them or not, and will do the most desperate and depraved of things to obtain it. After all, when they pillage they rape. Be them Black, White, Hispanic or Asian, there is an Age-old complex that they are worth more and capable of more than what they truly are. Their mothers, sisters, daughters, but especially their wives, Originators of Life itself, are casted as receptacles for their mismanaged emotional dilemma. Despite desperate attempts to heal and assist their male counterparts, Woman yields no result when desperately battling undeveloped interpersonal skills. Even when Man is of the highest of intellect and success, productive conversation is sacrificed for shouting fits of anger; spawning physical altercation, verbal abuse and when the opportunity presents itself, their established neglect turns abandonment. Their pack raised tenet that fear equates to respect manifests as disregard for their feminine Source. They raise their sons and their friends to believe that if the entity does not possess a penis its thoughts are worthless, if it has them at all. The mind of Woman is frozen and helpless in the provincial outlook of their male “superiors”. Man has spiritually surrendered to nothing, mastering only chronic masturbation. The danger being, when Self is your sole focal point, You deny Yourself the privilege and the responsibility of identifying with your evolutionary equal.
Occultists and metaphysicists alike debate our current place in the cosmic stream of time. One significant telltale is the unbridled lack of gratitude of Man. Like all beings, they crave and require love, beknown to them or not, and will do the most desperate and depraved of things to obtain it. After all, when they pillage they rape. Be them Black, White, Hispanic or Asian, there is an Age-old complex that they are worth more and capable of more than what they truly are. Their mothers, sisters, daughters, but especially their wives, Originators of Life itself, are casted as receptacles for their mismanaged emotional dilemma. Despite desperate attempts to heal and assist their male counterparts, Woman yields no result when desperately battling undeveloped interpersonal skills. Even when Man is of the highest of intellect and success, productive conversation is sacrificed for shouting fits of anger; spawning physical altercation, verbal abuse and when the opportunity presents itself, their established neglect turns abandonment. Their pack raised tenet that fear equates to respect manifests as disregard for their feminine Source. They raise their sons and their friends to believe that if the entity does not possess a penis its thoughts are worthless, if it has them at all. The mind of Woman is frozen and helpless in the provincial outlook of their male “superiors”. Man has spiritually surrendered to nothing, mastering only chronic masturbation. The danger being, when Self is your sole focal point, You deny Yourself the privilege and the responsibility of identifying with your evolutionary equal.
Unfortunately, though, when Woman
makes a philosophical contribution to the conversation, if She is even perceived
as present, He succumbs to instant bewilderment. “It spoke and it made a point far too logical for my manual stroke to
soothe. What ever shall I do as the dominant figure the current Aeon? I know,
hit it.”, with all ambiguity implied. The very presence of this unbalanced
view in society is the very proof that the cosmic slate as yet to be wiped
clean. Yet, how are we, as She, incapable?
When Swastikas were stitched,
heads of households and even their regents sent overseas, the powers that be
forced Woman to withdraw Her open hand and provide for both Herself and Her
children. Upon return, though, He found the current ever changed. With gained self-esteem
and a lessened need for monetary provision, Woman packaged respect along with Her
criterium for love and companionship. A lack of such, is indicative of the
measure of the particular entity. Thus, choose wisely.
Decades fast forwarded, Man
remains unprepared to do more than what is no longer required by the Mother,
two thirds of the Universal equation. Coupled with their general lack of desire
to evolve passed what their forefathers deemed the norm, men now retaliate with
heightened aggression. In order to accommodate the primordial and therefore merited egotisms, both sexes must relinquish the demand for indentured emotional slavery
in exchange for metaphysical generosity. Seeing Self and serving that Self in
the other person protects and preserves the ever so sensitive ego that would
otherwise be catastrophically destructive.
As so above, so below,
The Huntress
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